June 12, 2009
Clarification
I need to clarify something about my post on families. It seems that some extended family members read my entry and took it as if I was being rude to one of them. I need to state that I was not picking out or on someone I was just simply stating that I had let what someone said to me get to me years ago. I looked at a picture that brought back the memories and realized what I had let slip right through my fingers, and that I did have control and could have handled the pain differently. Like we all say hind sight is 20/20. I apologize to the ones that I offended it was not my intentions. Most people that know me know that I would do about anything for anyone and that I AM A CARING PERSON . Once again I am sorry, it was my intentions to share my feelings not to cause so much hate and discontent.
New Baby Tayson
Today my little sister had her baby boy. He is so precious and the poor thing has NO idea what is to come.... you see he has an older brother that is just excited to have another boy in the family... but that is not the problem..... he also has 3 year old twin sisters and one has been waiting the whole 9 months to snuggle him........ and from the giggles and snuggling she tried on him today......I sure hope he survives. He looks a lot like his older brother. We are excited to have him here safe and sound. What a great way to start your day with such a sweet gift from Heavenly Father.
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Just some pictuers of the girls with friends. Bug is at Sand Hollow, Kam is shooting clays by Enterprise.
Boulder Mountain
In May we went to the Boulder Mountain for the turkey hunt. Well even though we did not see many turkeys... we had a great time and enjoyed each others company. Kam was able to come over with us and spend almost a week! I just loved having her there even though she spent most of her time laying on the couch reading the Twilight books! Hope she want to come again with us next year. As you can see from all the AWESOME pictures it is one of the greats places to hang out and rest in the woods. This is the first year I rode up to Hells Backbone Bridge. Dad remembers when it was just a log bridge, and told us about a car that was down in the canyon..... that had crashed off... and that he had climbed down to check it out... CRAZY!!!! We had a great time and are looking forward to next year!
June 1, 2009
Familes are Forever
Family.... what is this really?
As I was looking at a family’s member blog this hit me rather hard. I have wasted the better part of 20 years of memories and love with some of my family. About 16 years ago I got a call from another family member stating that my grandparents were far too old to be tending my girls. It seems they are not too old anymore since they are always tending others. So my response to this was OK than…… and I never had MY/OUR grandparents ever tend my girls again. I gave all the power to them and now 16 years later I see that not only did I give them the power I also let it cost me the relationship I had with them and the one that my girls could have had and deserved. There once was a day that I spent a lot of time at my grandparent’s home. I use to walk over their daily just to practice the piano. And now I bet months go by without talking to them. I feel like the bad person in the family. I really wish that I could change some things in life… but we all know that we can’t so I guess I will just have to live with it. The part I would not change is the wonderful family that I have. I have three beautiful girls and a GREAT husband. I only hope that I have done any justice in rising them right. I know at times they all three think I am stupid and crazy at the same time. I know that a few of them are still in the stages of not really liking me….. even though I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART! I am in hopes this stage does not last very long. So enough of all this…. I am stoked to making a change in not letting my stubborn self get the best of me, and for not letting family…… run me off anymore. After all is your family suppose to be family not your judge!
As I was looking at a family’s member blog this hit me rather hard. I have wasted the better part of 20 years of memories and love with some of my family. About 16 years ago I got a call from another family member stating that my grandparents were far too old to be tending my girls. It seems they are not too old anymore since they are always tending others. So my response to this was OK than…… and I never had MY/OUR grandparents ever tend my girls again. I gave all the power to them and now 16 years later I see that not only did I give them the power I also let it cost me the relationship I had with them and the one that my girls could have had and deserved. There once was a day that I spent a lot of time at my grandparent’s home. I use to walk over their daily just to practice the piano. And now I bet months go by without talking to them. I feel like the bad person in the family. I really wish that I could change some things in life… but we all know that we can’t so I guess I will just have to live with it. The part I would not change is the wonderful family that I have. I have three beautiful girls and a GREAT husband. I only hope that I have done any justice in rising them right. I know at times they all three think I am stupid and crazy at the same time. I know that a few of them are still in the stages of not really liking me….. even though I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART! I am in hopes this stage does not last very long. So enough of all this…. I am stoked to making a change in not letting my stubborn self get the best of me, and for not letting family…… run me off anymore. After all is your family suppose to be family not your judge!
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